I READ THE QURAN AS CRISTIAN (I WAS SHOCKED)

 

I have those eyes to see i'm gonna read the quran and dismantle it many muslims during that time reached out to me via this blog many followers of mine are muslim and said hey give it a shot i said no worries i'm gonna check it out and i'm gonna find the devil in your book oh right guys welcome back to the channel if you're new my name is bobby guys this video is long overdue i read the quran the whole quran is a christian yeah i never believe myself that i will ever make such a video but yes i did read the whole call ron today i'm going to tell you about it but before i start talking about it i want to tell you a little bit more about myself in case this is the first time for you seeing me i am a christian a christian orthodox infect my parents are from the balkans from northern macedonia and i have been baptized as a christian orthodox from birth back then yugoslavia was still under communist rule and therefore it was illegal for me to get baptized so he had a priest coming over to our fled that baptized me undercover so to speak so therefore all of my family members are identified as christian orthodox however most of them are not practicing like most people nowadays all around the world people became very secularized and therefore they're not truly practicing christians in that sense however as being slavs from the balkan they of course identify as christians the slavs on the balkan are predominantly christian orthodox that is due to the reformation of kirill and metodi under the bulgarian empire at the time the slavs used to be pagans and kiril and methodi came and reformed the slavs so to speak and brought christian orthodoxy from byzantium over to the bulgarian empire and the rest is history since then the people on the balkan are very identified culturally with their religions most people on the balkan don't know much about their religions however they went to church or went to the mosque and know that they are christians or muslims of course this fuels a lot of conflict for example me as a macedonian i grew up hating the albanians because the albanians were our enemy the albanians were muslims and they were our enemy of course there is this big history on the balkan that we were under the caliphate under ottoman rule for over years that fuels even more anger against islam against muslims so i grew up like that that being said my parents yes they are from macedonia and every year we would visit however i grew up in germany in northern west fallen in north carolina's fallen we have a huge turkish population so i had a lot of muslim friends but at the same time i observed that most of those muslim friends got into some sort of criminal activity at the time many of them were smoking weeds many of them were selling drugs many of them were into prostitution robberies gang violence and whatnot so my experience with muslims was pretty negative after all i have to say therefore i had no interest whatsoever to look into islam i was identified as a christian and that's that in my twenties i kind of let go of my faith and i dabbled in the new age i started using psychedelic drugs such as mushrooms lsd iu oscar i explored dietary venues such as veganism which led me to buddhism hinduism and other pagan religions as well i got interested in the occult the mayan calendar and what not i let go of christianity for roughly a decade i would say and was identified as nothing as pure consciousness if you will i was just bobby just doing my thing i didn't want to label myself i just wanted to live life so i started traveling the world i left germany and i went to australia then indonesia then thailand then back to australia and new zealand over to south america machu picchu in peru and what not i visited many many places many different cultures saw different religions and was convinced that religion is just that cultural norms that people adhere to and i don't want to be part of that i saw myself as above that in a sense i saw myself as the enlightened one that doesn't need any of that until i returned back to europe to bulgaria and i felt that yearning for god and i felt empty i felt broken all of those things that i tried led me nowhere i felt as if i had failed i felt abandoned i felt left alone so therefore i seeked god naturally i returned to christian orthodoxy and at that time it felt like a home coming it felt like something that i used to know but at the same time have never truly explored as i said i was identified as a christian orthodox but i never really studied the religion so now i return to it and now i really want to know what's up i really wanted to understand my own religion so i started digging deep and i found out about the trinity i already made a video about this guys for two years i was battling with this thought and i was trying to understand the trinity and i was trying to make myself believe the trinity but after all all of those intentions have failed miserably because i couldn't convince myself of a three-headed god didn't work no matter how i looked at it it just didn't add up didn't make sense for me and therefore i was quite surprised honestly quite shocked that my religion entailed that this was a wake up call for me because i was seeking god in its unity in its oneness if you will and not god as some sort of deity that i cannot comprehend i always remind myself of the saying your god is not a god of confusion so it was very confusing to me after all hence for the very first time in my life i considered you know what i'm gonna read the enemies book the quran why not because i started watching david wood videos and david wood was so confident in his message that muhammad was this degenerate guy and islam was this evil evil religion coming from satan himself the biggest deception known to mankind the real antichrist is islam so i got convinced even more about my own faith i became arrogant pompous i said god brought me back to orthodoxy the real religion he brought me back to the truth and now i can truly see that islam is from the devil and because i have those eyes to see i'm going to read the quran and dismantle it many muslims during that time reached out to me via youtube many followers of mine are muslim and said hey give it a shot i said no worries i'm gonna check it out and i'm gonna find the devil in your book so i opened the quran and started reading in the name of allah the most gracious the merciful they were surprising to me it really was i know to most muslims is simply common sense they're wondering what i'm talking about but for me as a christian i didn't remember a page in the bible that addresses god like that first i kept on reading and i noticed that every surah every chapter starts like that in the name of allah the most gracious the merciful and i was impressed i thought yeah that makes sense you should address god first you should give praise to the lord first before you start talking about him that makes sense i couldn't find anything like that in the bible now i don't want to discredit the bible because the bible is very very different than the quran the bible is more like a library and not so much like one book the quran on the other hand is exactly that the quran is one concise book one manual if you will much shorter than the bible the bible is a diverse variety of different books of different advices and doesn't even claim to be the word of god at all times but much more a compilation of divinely inspired books put together by the church fathers and that is fine the bible itself is an epic tale with an abundance of knowledge it's absolutely beautiful to read however the quran is much more concise much more simplistic if you will even repetitive i have to say but nevertheless the message is crystal clear by reading the quran itself it doesn't posture up or pose as something else it simply says what it is it comes as a guidance it comes as a clarification for those that want to see again very very powerful i have to say so i continued reading so devout yourself to the religion of monotheism the natural instinct allah god has instilled in mankind yet again simple but powerful it rings true to me it makes sense that we have a natural disposition in which we seek god i think anybody can relate to that when you were a child most of us we knew that there was a god the oneness of god was crystal clear to us we didn't think about other deities we didn't think about a three-headed god system with this i already agree i want to make that very very clear here i do not believe in the trinity yet again even as a christian that doesn't add up to me that doesn't make sense therefore when this natural predisposition is described within the quran it resonates with me and it makes sense even in hinduism you have the brahmin the brahmana is the god head and out of that godhead all the other deities come forth in christianity we would call it angels and demons the muslims would call them jinns however the hindus went down the path similar to the pagans of worshiping those deities and making gods out of them but naturally that doesn't make sense the origin of all things is of course a oneness is a singularity of sorts so to speak where everything collapses where everything originates yet again the alpha and the omega this is crystal clear to us i always thought that it's crystal clear to all christians i really didn't believe that christians think about god in a trinity in a fashion of a trinity i don't think that anybody truly does anyways to be honest when you're praying to god how do you imagine god how do you think of god how do you remember god how do you even believe in god in a god that is three-headed in a god that consists of three deities that doesn't add up to me anyways i continued reading whoever strives strives only for himself allah god is independent of the beings and again i have to admit powerful man powerful god is beyond all beings he is not the creation for me naturally instinctively that is crystal clear but moreover as i said i had psychedelic experiences i went to the amazon jungle and i drank the ayahuasca with the shamans with the indigenous people in south america and i experienced the oneness of god over there as well god himself is beyond all comprehension god himself is beyond all beings he is indeed the only reality this is the way that i saw god that i experienced god to this very day nothing else is real but god and that already excludes a trinity and of course it excludes any type of being even the messengers of god even though they are exalted figures are nothing but that exalted figures creations of the almighty that is crystal clear to me and when i saw it in the quran i was shocked yes i was shocked because islam for me was a violent religion a religion of the enemy a religion of the devil not a religion of the oneness of god the oneness of god that everybody comprehends even my father who is a christian orthodox he doesn't go to church he never read the bible when i ask him about god he tells me that god is one that god is the most powerful he understands that too intuitively and i am of the firm conviction sumi but that you don't have to be an intellectual in order to understand god intellectualism study doctor titles all of that is fine here on earth in this creation and you can impress other people with it but instinctive understanding is embedded in you and even a beggar can understand god within that's how i see it and therefore the quran confirmed that for me it was quite shocking however to realize after reading the quran that most muslims that i've met in my life not all but most muslims that i met in my life actually didn't follow the quran at all actually weren't even considered real muslims the quran talked about humility the quran talked against being boastful the quran talked about no compulsion in religion the quran talked about that god guides who he wills and that you shouldn't argue about faith the quran even talked about that everything will be clarified once we are returned to god moreover the quran said that if god willed it we all would have had the same religion but god wills it otherwise most of us have different religions and we argue and we debate and we discuss about it but in the end we will stand in front of our lord and he will clarify it for us you don't take your religion to the other side man the religion is here for us to guide us to make us better people once we face god all of that evaporates all of those human conceptualization ends and we face the ultimate truth the only truth which is god of course another powerful message yet again is it is a last pattern ongoing since the past you will never find any change in allah's pattern that sentence really struck home because it showed the beautiful simplicity of the message god's way is always the same there is no change in the way in the pattern of god it is always the same always accessible the same way and that of course made me think a lot about my own faith and about christianity thinking about the sacrifice of jesus for us him being crucified so our sins can be forgiven made me truly think about the people before him and people that didn't hear the message etc etc out of a sudden i realized that there must be a red line a clear underlaying reality that is always the same meaning that if you're alone in the jungle and you never heard about any type of religion there must be this natural religion that is instilled within you this understanding of the worship of one supreme being that made all the sense in the world yet again so now i've been rambling for quite some time and i still didn't clarify if i found the devil within the quran guys needless to say i obviously didn't find the devil within the quran but i found many many warnings about the devil the quran warns multiple times about the devil it clarifies how sneaky the devil is it warns you off the devil and it glorifies god over and over and over again honestly i tried to find the devil in the detail but i failed i couldn't find the devil within that scripture no matter how hard i looked now looking back i really wonder where david wood is getting his information from it's quite interesting because i was following david wood for roughly one and a half years and he was so adamant in his work warning all the people of bad bad islam but after reading the quran i couldn't find the devil in it i couldn't find the evil in it that was proclaimed by all the christian apologists i couldn't find the maliciousness the perversion within the quran i found a concise clear message within it so now after giving the quran so much praise you're probably wondering why i'm not converting to islam already already become a muslim bobby i saw it in the comments section before because i do have respect for the religion guys as i said culturally i'm a christian orthodox i'm from the balkan i'm a slav and this is the religion that i was brought up with in my heart i know god is one in my heart i know that creation is creation and the creator is the creator nothing can change that the quran confirmed that it didn't change my mind however as i said over the years i have been exploring many many different ideologies and by now it is already one year in of me studying islam i have not only read the quran but i started reading hadiths and i have looked into the different conceptualizations of god into what tauhid means the fitra and so much more this time around i'm taking my time this is not an emotional decision i have to learn much much more about the religion and about the customs and the practices of islam before i truly decide to change my whole religion because at the moment i am in a very happy place intuitively my natural religion is intact culturally yes yet again i'm a christian orthodox intuitively i'm following god's will i'm following god's path with no ifs and buts with nothing surrounding him the only truth nothing changed about that as i said the quran was a beautiful confirmation of exactly that i will see where god guides me to until then i welcome every single one of you in the comment section let me know about your faith let me know about your understanding of god let me know if you're christian if you're muslim if you're jewish if you're hindu or if you're buddhist even let me know what your perspective is and we can discuss it in the comment section that's it for today's video if you liked it leave a thumbs up if you haven't subscribed already guys please do so and if you want to support this channel all the links are in the description box below thank you so much for your ongoing sport guys alright this is it for today the long one as always may god bless you all much love and peace  you see https://youtu.be/EnfwCMoAYBg